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Tuesday, September 15, 2009
Wrote on 1:12 PM:D

Lol..
Long time never blog liao...
today i am blogging
today is the first day of the prelim
its bio paper...
actually, its not that tough
i could firmly say that
if got study confirm know the answer

btu i didnt make it in time to finish my paper 2
haiz
den paper1, i gt tooo much time
-.-
how i wish both papers can combine
then i can get more time for paper2
sian....

just ate cornflakes(the tiger brand de)
:D
lol
very pathetic sia
only left with 30 bucks to last me for two weeks
sian
i must have it too much mac last week
dotz
i kept on eating at mac
shit sia
addicted to mac liao
-.-
now run out of money
so have to jsut come back and eat what my house have left for me
lol
today my mum and dad resting at home, sleeping
lol
my mum hurt her hand, so dad is taking time to take care of her
so loving sia
hahaha

dotz
i wonde rif my future would be so loving
-.-
haiz
now a bit pessimistic
cos kind of feel that i am not up to wat the national standard should be
out there,
there is the elite schs fighting with us
how can we win the elites if we are not at the same standard as them>?
sian sia...
i not even in the standard of my sch, then how can i compete with the ppl outside?
ppl outside must have been stronger than us

the last time i went hwa chong for a chess competition,
the ppl there are already mugging for their prelims
it was only during the june hols
-.-

i kind of have this fear and guiltiness towards miss ng
dun know why
but i know that i didnt do really well for these past few tests and exams
but this time, i studied really hard....
(except some chapters i miss out)
but i did make sure that i know very well the core topics that would clinch most number of marks
A'level is coming soon
dun know wat to do....
can someone help?

lol
i now quite tired...
so going to take a nap...
after that i think i waking up to study chem
must pia!
Go!