^^Changes^^: August 2009
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Sunday, August 30, 2009
Wrote on 8:12 AM:D

Very soon, its going to be teachers' day(which is tmr)
and very soon it would be prelims (in two weeks time)
den very very very soon, it would be A levels
whoa!
damn fast sia...
now is like one month plus more nia to A levels

super sian...
mugging just totally dun work for me...
i must find a way to make me know everything within this period of time...

on fri, i went to michael kwok's lecture
lol
quite cool
it son the topic about sports
and i kind of realise how interesting it is.
there is a variety and various different stories behind sports

den yesterday..
lao sai again(diarrhoea)
dotz
-.-
my digestive system is like damn weak sia
always gt problem one
hope i wont get any during the exam period
later going out
-.-

dun feel like going but no choice



Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Wrote on 8:12 PM:D

Today...

QUite reflective on my way home.
Erm...
where should i start?
hmmm
recently, i just gotten myself a haircut.
and i had a bad haircut
it was terrible.
i call the auntie to cut short and trim
and she help me cut until i going near bald...
lol
i am damn pissed off..
kns


den today...
i met two black cats early in the morning...
although i should nto be suspicious
but its really true
lol
then for my first math lecture
i actually forgot to bring my complex numbers notes
and i brought last week's vectors notes
then last week, i brought complex numbers notes and forgot to bring vectors notes-.-
dotz

den after that, i realise i forgot to bring the cip form
-.-
damn sian diao
den mdm goh wouldnt let me go off early to science centre to settle the cip stuff
-.-
although i know that qq was right that i should not blame on mdm goh
but seriously, if i was able to leave early
i would have been able to settle the cip early
and i can totally focus on my studies for prelims next week
dotz
-.-
i really needed time!
not tiem spared for this cip thign anymore
totally waste of my time

today i really reflected that i had talked too much
my mouth too big liao
need to kind of shut up sia
lol
all my reflection
i think i kind of cannot annoyed by myself
i am a bad guy
although i really wanna and hope to grow up, mature
i really wanna just heck care abt other stuff
and just be selfish and focus on my own stuff
but i cant really do that
now i am trying my best to do that:
being selfish, self-centred
so that i wont hurt anyone also

lol
i think i had caused much damaged done and dun wish to make thigns look worse
lol
i need to improve myself.
i dun mind ppl saying wats wrong with me at my face
but i hate pppl talkign at my back
if i not happy with the person
i will also say it in front of the face
so i hope that anyone who thinks that i should changed sth
then u should just tell it in front of me
i will change
-.-

a few weeks ago
me,jh, qq and jia hui and darylene
was talking during lunch or recess
den jia hui was saying that the boys in my class dun look closed
lol
den the guys present were like silent
i think all of us kidn of agreed ba
lol
kind of think of it
although we guys in the class look united as a big group
but actually
we are quite dispersed
we are totally not close enough
there is somehow this distance between every single one of us in this class
there is always this barrier between us which no one could join
maybe its just me, or maybe everyone is feelign the same thing
i dun know
but i really feel this way
honestly, i am like an open book, anyone who know me for jsut like a few months would practically almost know my whole life and even character.
lol
btu there is somehow a barrier between every boys in the class that is preventing me from knowing them further.
i dun know why
somehow maybe is i dun understand ba
or maybe its i share too much of my stuff that i cant even knwo anythign abt them
kind of think of it
i didnt really know the different story that is happening in the life of the boys in my class
we are like a pck of wolves.
although we are united
but we are distant

lol
i really wanna close up the gap
but i dun know how
maybe just try listening to them?
dun knwo leh
see how ba
but i will try my best.
i will try my best to cover the distance all the way till this class ends.

for the girls
i think i am keeping a gap
dun know leh
or mybe i am just not used to talking with girls ba
lol

tmr is math mock test
although i am not studying
but i am still going to do the test
i goign to test myself how prepared i am without studying
and how much i need to catch up before prelims
now cannot pon all the test liao
cos every test is critical to me in telling me my preparedness in things
my bio is now at its veyr worse
lol
althoguh i know i gotta work hard
but its tough
its really tough
btu its nwo too late..
gotta chiong
:D
if u read my blog, do comment on my attitudes and behaviours and say sth that u think i shoould change. :D I dun mind de. Seriously.:D Just tag.
I wanna be Zettai Kareshi also.:D



Sunday, August 16, 2009
Wrote on 5:55 AM:D

Now 5.55...
lol
a bit sian
yesterday slack again....
dotz
need to have more self control sia...
after that i went to sleep at nooon
really the whole afternoon is nap...
mum said that it was becos i too tired for whole week
so yesterday accumulated
lol
prelims coming soon
a levels coming soon
gotta work a lot harder if i want a better future

woke up....
and dun really know what to do
maybe just because i slept too much yesterday
then now cannot sleep liao

today my da uncle jsu tcame back from shanghai
he went to his wife's house yesterday at malaysia
then today he coming
-.-
his wife very kns
but he is ok
we are going out dinne riwth them...
lol
hope they not late again
always late
and their sorry super not sincere


ok la....
later see how...
hahaha...
getting bored
my mundane life...:D



Friday, August 14, 2009
Wrote on 12:15 AM:D

today had my lifesaving lesson...
:D
lol

hahaha
sth happen
i kind of punch the walls of the pool with my knuckles
lol
my knuckles kind of bleed and it hurts when i move my fingers now
so now i typing quite slowly
plus somemore its my right hand
sian...
ok
now i going to post my coaches pic...
:D
i just went to facebook to cope..
lol

First up: My main lifesaving instructor, Daniel Loo

He is kind of our main instructor cos we pay our fees to him..
:D
lol...i like his attitude
hahaha
he is a super duper nice guy and a strong sense of humour
lol
especially he suaning someone...
and he kind of like a free thinker but actual fact is that he is a christian...

Next: Steven Tan
He totally look like stanley tan, his actions also...
lol..

We were told to call him uncle steven
but lazy to add the uncle part, so normally just call him steven...
lol
he super protective towards his students
-.-
and have to do push ups, if we forgotten in any of the things he taught...
dotz...

Last: Samuel Low

The pic up there make him look quite gay, he is the one on ur right
lol
but actually, he very gd looking one plus he gt good body shape.(i think he is the type who can attract gays de:P)
lol
and he is steven's most dote disciple....
lol
hahaha
heard from daniel that he is going to UK to study soon on next month
lol
damn cool la
the way he talk is very singaporean but u can see the effort he made to try to speak in perfect eng without all the hokkien adn singaporean language.
daniel was sayign the steven doted on samuel cos he is like filthy rich...
lol
anw, samuel do have the rich guy look sia
lol
hahahah
so far, only had one lesson with him, so not very familiar with him
but somehow, he teach super detail...
like he will concentrate on the strokes and everything...
plus he like to show off his body, i had mentioned this on my last post.
lol


den today, i realise someone in the 4 ppl who i went with to swim told qq abt the big event...lol
qq dun wan tell me the person...
I WILL DIG OUT THIS PERSON!
hahaha
and i MEAN I WILL!
lol
i will find this person...

then today my bro adn zhi bin kind of feeling low
i can see from my bro, plus he lost his goggles...
he damn sad sia
for zhi bin, i kind of can feel the way he feel
hmmmm
how do i explain this
i mean u can find that the smile in him is not really genuine,
there is a sense of tiredness...
he look quite exhausted
i guess its due to his new uni life ba
lol
then today i realise tha tjia bao was actually 21yrs old...
lol
he look like sec 4 sia
i all along thought he sec 4
lol
he older than me sia...
but he still act like us
hahaha
we all a bit childish de lor
lol


tmr actually got gp test sia
but dun really feel like sleeping
cos kind of feel very unsafe as my gp has always been veyr lousy
my ang moh like shit sia
sian ar!

o ya...
forgot to say sth
i just realise all the samuels i know are quite rich sia
lol
i suddenly have the idea of naming my child samuel..
so means i will be rich myself if i am the dad
hahahah
muhaahhahah
lol
i think of money until siao liao

must work hard!
Go forward for the money!
:D



Sunday, August 9, 2009
Wrote on 2:48 PM:D

Lol....
guess i can only have time to blog once a week....
sian...
really dun feel like studying...
let me blog abt my this week experience ba...
lets start on tues...

hmmm...
o ya
at first was supposed to go to swim with shih...
in the end, we forgotten that the pool closes eevry tues...
it really dampened our spirit sia...
lol
den saw ronald...
diao...
smoking before he go gym...
lol
he might as wel die early...
dotz....-.-
never like him anw....
the poner in npcc...

den the rest of the week till thurs was boring...
it was test after test....
den fri was the celebration of singapore's birhtdya in sch...
lol...
mdm goh was super nice to us sia...
lol
i jsut couldnt get high...
dun knwo why...
dun have the highness...
sth seem to be missing in the celebration...
lol
den nvm...
dne after that i went back home
then i slept from 5pm to next day morning 5 am
i skipped my dinner sia...
in the end, i was super hungry on sat morning
lol
seriously, i pig sia...
lol

then on sat morning...
i went to church to pay respect to my ah gong...
lol
the church was closed...
but i managed to get in thru the security guard....
lol
dun know why the chirstians over there no service on sat...
lol
den after that i went to west coast to eat my early lunch
had a plate of overcooked shao rou rice....
its was all chao da
lol
too much carbon...
but i still managed to finished it...
den after that went to the lib to study...
den met up with shih...
lol'
while i was studying...
i neeeded a table at the quiet room...
and there was this table opposite me tempting me to take it.
"COme take me.Come take me!" The table was hinting...
lol
cos the sofa it was near with has a bag but no one put anythign on the table...
so i decided to wait until noon to get the table...
dne i waited and waited....
couldnt really concentrate...
den
at 12noon, i just went forward and took the table....
and here's the table:D




Lol...
den today...
i was supposed to have swimming at 9am...
btu i overslept and woke up at 9 am..
-.-
dotz...
i was super rushed...
den i have no choice but to took cab down to the complex...
there was no time to wait for bus...
the uncle was damn nice...
the cab uncle drove until super fast...
den there was some illegal crossing causing my cab to break for a few moments...
kns..
why illegal crossing?
the traffic lights are like so near...
den in the end,my bro and i reached at 9.15am... lol
dne we realise that, shih and blacky had already started warm up
so we join in with shih..
then today zhi bin never come...
dotz, he also overslept.... den he no time to rush to the complex
my poor bro...
he has to partner with blacky...blacky seriously sux like hell...
he sux man!
he think he is so good...
btu he is actually jsut drowning his victim....
kns...
let my bro suffer...
he didnt breathe in when my bro was saving him and my bro has to pulled him like siao...
he was as heavy as a pig...
bullshit...
black pig!
den i partner with shih, i was lucky...
all went pretty good for me and shih...

den we had another coach...
his name is samuel..
lol
now i know 5 samuels liao...
so many sia,.....
samuel tay, ng, yeo, ow and the last one i dun know wat his surname...
anw, samuel was super cool sia...
i like his hairtsyle a lot...
plus he is quite cool lor
my the other two coach all is plump uncle...
den samuel is like slightly odler than me ba...
but his body shape qutie nice lor...
i noticed he like to show off...
lol
he like to purposely walk here and there...
dotz...
he is super cool with his ear stud and everything...
the way he teach is also not bad...
he teach until veyr detail...
today is sth like a revision class.
so today jsut revising...
and for goodness sake, blacky is not up to the standard...
kns...
and he stll wanna join....
i totally dun understand wat he talkign with so much of accent...
poor samuel... need to decipher blacky's english

no means to be racist(but jsut calling mohan: blacky becos i really fed up with him)
how dare he let my bro suffer today...
he never realise he was wrong...
-.-
he can never be a victim...
cos he will keep on moving around...
why would a person who almost dorwn moved? kns.
lol...
his victims will be damn sad....


dne now i am back...
lazing around...
dun feel like doing anything...
see how ba....
none of us wanna partner with blacky...
cos he sux!
dun even know why singapore thinks that he is a foreign talent...
lol
kns...
go back la...
TALENT doesnt suit him at all.-.-