Friday, October 31, 2008
Happy halloween!:D
hahahaha......
today is Jun yang's brithday! happy birthday!
hahaha
Jus tgt back from my op exam
edwin told me i really do very badly
haiz
how?
sian
really dun wan to get lousy score
haiz
but too bad
no choice.
then there is this male examiner
i dun wan say his name
erally like shit
he practically not paying attention
zzz
although didnt do well in my pw
but i am kind of relieved that everything is over.
heng sia
hahahaha
Today, is the first day after my break up with Chinese
Unknowingly
i had talked abt the thigns abt Chinese
i am sorry Chinese
Although i initiated this break up and broke ur heart
But i just can't get you out of mind
wat should i do?
haiz
really miss u
although this only our first day of separation
hope that u will find a better partner
i know that, in ur dictionary, you will always have my name
and i will always have ur name.
O' Chinese!
O my Chinese!
You must find happiness.
And i will find mine too, with English.
Dun come and look for me again.
Promise me.
Lets just make it a clean break.
Sayonara!(i think is spell like that :D)
Thursday, October 30, 2008
hey!
First of all! Happy Birthday see mun!:D
Today's see mun's brthday.
lol
finally 17 years old le
hahaha.
how i wish mine would come soon.
sian, mine is during camp.-,-
Tml, its jun yang's birthday.hahahah
Happy Birthday Jun Yang!
:D
sry that i cnat make it today for the celebration.
really sry.
but cant help it.
cos gt pw meeting.
tml going for presentation le!
damn nervous.
cos i always exceed time.
later needa go practise.
today is chinese A'level
zzzzz
damn difficult.
today is also a very memorable day.
TODAY!
I AM GOING TO BREAK UP WITH CHINESE!
I am sorry chinese.
I think that we can never be together.
Although it will take me some time to forget you.
to forget the memories that we had.
although we had grown up together,enjoy you together.
To forget the rules that you had and the way you do things.
but its time for us to part
I am sorry that i ask for this break up.
But its jsut too late.
I have need to fall in love with English.
so sorry.
you can hate me, you can curse me, but you cannot stop me from getting A on you.
So pls, let me get an A, and lower the bell curve.
Chinese, its time for us to go on our separate ways.
It's impossible between us.
Not now, not in the future, Not ever.
I am just so used to you that.
i am afraid i might not be able to do it.
but i know, deep inside, i sitll love you chinese,
just that....
in the real world, i am only supposed to be with English together and forever.
We can neevr be together no matter how much we try.
Tonight will be our last night together.
Starting from tml, i will pu tyou behind me, and face the future.
You msut also face the future.
Don't wait for me anymore.
Go ahead and get mroe new word friends.
Find a better life time partner.
hey guys! i am changing my blog skin soon!
damn loooking forward....;d
Is my blog very difficult to read? Do give me some comments and i cna try to make the necessary changes.:D
thx.
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
hahaha......
today special post....
posting on my grp.....
pw grp members.....
the tall guy is leon, my grp leader.
the taller guy is me,:D
and the tallest guy is wei qiang.....
heheheh....
then there is the only chinese girl, vera
and the only malay girl farhanah......
ahhahaa.
long way sia
this fri will end le.
it willl be our last cooperation, i guess.
hope that this fri would be a success.
zzzz
first time feeling so unsafe abt chinese
probably becos chinese teacher didnt give us much help and excercises.
today had my gym training le.
today was partnered with joseph.
he super motivating.
and i starting to like his style of motivating someone.
it helps!
hahaha
lol
so far my gym partners: sam ng, sam tay, joseph, yu ping, hiroki----they all are great.
:D
consider myself lucky ba.
:D
lol
tired of the schling and everything.
very sian.
nowadays had been busy with my pw.
its like really busy
super busy
damn bsuy
cant even breathe.
dune evn have time for chinese
haiz.
my op presentation very lousy sia.
damn lousy.
zzz.
den, gt the news that i gt in to the ogl.
kind of feeling empty.
cos that time was to apply with jian hui and qq
in the end.
i am the only guy in the class that gt into the ogl thing.
very sian
cos feeling bored.
no ppl i know.
and i kind of knew some ppl around me is quite unhappy abt me getting in.
giving me some sarcastic remarks.
my mum is one of them....
zzz
kind of wanna take a break from all the sch stuff.
but it jsut seems that sch will never ever ends
nto this year
not next year
nto forever.
everyone have to STUDY, STUDY and STUDY all the way until they die
today after my chinese lesson.
kind of hate lu xun even more
the story that he wrote abt teng ye xian sheng.
he sux man!
luv his country so much that he is licking his country's boots.
as if i would believe that he luv his country so much.
damn fake la.
pathetic shit.
he also damn evil one,
u have to like double infer into his passage to know that he is criticising on someone.
dun like his character sia
wat a scheming person.
prefer straight foreward ppl. talk so much to criticise a person damn shitty. and worse part is it doesnt even look liek a criticise.-.-
he said: he give up medcal becos of the country, to change the thinking of the ppl.
wth
cannot study, or even lousy in study, then say la!
dun need say until he forced to give up on medicine.
no one forced him to help the country
he volunteer de
he is no more than jsut a small person
i think my compo even nicer than his.
kns.
lousy in studies means lousy, wats the point of sayign so much crap.
wth.
he say when he saw his chiense ppl in japan saw the massacre of the chinese in the video, they had been emotionless.
he say they dun liek their country.
wth
wat can they do in a foreign country.
its other ppl's country leh.
they go riot meh?
in the end only get themselves killed.
if the chinese scholars get angry abt the jap ppl's enjoyment in the mssacre of the chinese ppl.
they would have their ass kick by the japs.
lu xun is damn dumb la.
stupid dumb dumb.
maybe its not the chiense dun luv their country.
maybe its jsut that they cant do anything.
so have to pretend emotionless as dun know how to react .
if lu xun is so smart.
why he didnt go do riot himself.
he lousy fellow.
he himself do nothing still wanna say others.
kns.
really ar.
i dun trust his compo.
so propaganda abt china.
as if he really is faithful to china.
the exams better not test on this story
i hate this topic like hell sia.
damn lousy topic.
kns.
the author is a down right fool and idiot.
zzzz
wat a lousy character.
how can he write gd compo?
i dun even think its a gd compo
a gd compo is sth that can be apprehend easily.
but his one.
omg.
is liek shit.
almost every paragraph
ppl will get the wrong meaning that he is trying to imply.
his story makes reading so difficult.
kns.
reading is meant to be for us to know sth
not to confuse ourselves.
and he had succeed in confusing us all.
lol.
tired liao.
gotta go do op liao.
no choice.
haiz.
Monday, October 27, 2008
yesterday.
went to the je library to do pw.
hahaha
then saw shi qi
she didnt change much sia
hahaha
then if i am not wrong
there's also my pri sch schmate in ehr grp
one thing i know is that the name is damn difficult to spell one
priscillia
or sth liek that
i dun know how to spell
she changed a lot?
not quite sure.
cos dun know her very well during primary sch
haha
yesterday night finally finish my part of the op
den today went out with shih in the morning.
lol
then he wasdamn upset abt the hair cut the hair dresser gave him.
hahaha
i was laughing
he damn angry
hahaha
lol
poovitha's birthday was over liao....
zzz
forgot abt it.
sry man!
although now a bit too late
wish u a happy belated birthday!
:D
Saturday, October 25, 2008
WOO HOO!
holiday le.
yesterday was the official last day for sch.
somehow.
i have been waiting for this day like for ages.
but its quite fast.
this year over le.
next year would be goign up le.
i damn heng la.
my results let me jsut ncie able to pass the promotion criteria.
lol.
somehow.
feeling a bit weird.
dun know why.
maybe is because short of all the "...." at the back of each line.
hahahaha.
lol.
cant seem to be able to curb myself from putting dots.
today.
a very bright sunny day.
have training.
did k2 with sam tay.
my k2 skill liek shit.
pathetically shit.
we were like damn slow.
the problem lies with me.
cos today.
i wasnt using my own paddle.
and its been ages since i had done k2 with anyone.
bleh.
then mood become quite bad.
sry sam, if i have offend u or anything.
but after training, everything was alright.
then super lucky.
my bus all came jsut nice for me de.
hahaha.
then went to science centre to hand up the student volunteer form for the whole class and sam ng.
:P
lol.
nowadays busy with cip things.
which i hate.
i hate been cip rep.
its sux.
i cant even slack de.
-.-
thought that it would be a slacky job.
diao.
in the end,
more work than others.
but luckily the class was very cooperative.
liek my class a lot.
hahaha.
class' chalet coming le.
but i cant join.
haiz.
gt obs.
too bad.
will miss my class.
i guess that every class have their own set of enjoyment and fun.
but honestly.
my class is still haven get to the stage where whole class would do things together like ponng classes together.
:D
nowadays.
becoming quite lazy.
wanna pon classes a lot.
but trying to curb myself from doing so.
hahaha.
lol.
for the past few days.
when i go sch.
the bus was very quiet.
got once.
when i was already quite late already.
i took a bus 98.
then in the end.
normally, at 399 there will have a lot of ppl taking.
but in the end.
no one took.
cos there was no one at the bus stop.
then super weird la.
my bsu like super fast.
i was expectign it to reach lakeside mrt station by7
in the end, its reach at6.45.
i 6.35 took the bus.
damn fast lor
then the 180 that i took also no one de.
damn creepy.
the passengers on the bus all look dead dead de.
no expression.
-.-
on hand, now got swimming lessons, science centre cip.
jsut gotten a new msg that my swimming lesson will start at 6nov,6pm.
then science centre everythign still not confirm yet.
lol.
hehehe.
sian.
then next week still gt op and chinese A'leel.
wanna really jsut finish everything and rest during the break.
in a way, i am looking forward for the hols trianing.
:D
goign brisbane at 23 of nov.
but someone i that suan me is also going.
zzzz
damn sian.
thought that the person would not go.
but in the end the person sitll went.
lol
damn shit.
luckily not sleeping together in the same apartment.
haven change the money yet.
so must wait.
hoping for the team to not reduce anymore.
cos i like the way the team is now
(although i like the past, with mroe ppl)
dun really wan any changes, cos if team continues to reduce.
then really gg liao.
haiz.
hoping hiroki, wei cheng and purnima woudl still do well.
:D
haiz.
now listening to tian tian quan as i type,
a veyr nice song.
hehehe
gottat start mugging other subjects after the A'levels.
bio first ba.
haiz.
fail my bio sia.
wa lao.
the most confident subject fall the most badly one.
gp and econs gt improvement.
damn happy abt gp.
cos my ang moh always not very gd de.
lol.
gotta go edit my op slides.
Saturday, October 18, 2008
haiz.......
this week super weak sia.......
out of four days of classes.......
i already m.c. two days liao........
zzzzzzz.......
on tues,thought that its jsut a minor cough and fever......
so i only stayed at home and took my panadol.......
then wed i like deprove my a lot in pull ups......
gotta catch up.....
gotta!
then on thurs........
my condition gt worse........
that i am having fever.....
i cant taste anything and swallowing is more difficult......
then yesterday went to see the doc......
then she said that i had throat infection.......
zzz....
den she gave me the cough syrup.......
yucks!
i never liquid medicine for my whole life........
especially those that's pink in colour......
and sadly......
mine is pink one........
taste disgusting lor...........
bleh!X
plus i have to drink this cough syrup for three days and each day three tiems.......
zzz.z..........
she told me that the medicine she gave me will cause drowsiness.......
then indeed!
i really felt sleepy after i had my medicine........
very strong sia.........
den she wans me to have two days rest for full recovery.......
zz..........
means i need to miss one water training........
zzz.......
haiz.......
nwo training is considered very little already.......
but i still have to miss...........
shit sia!
damnit!
kns!
haiz........
really afraid that if i am still goign to miss any training.......
i may be lagging behind to drag the team down.........
and i dun wan that to happen.........
gotta recover fast and get back in shape soon!
today morning went to jp with shih for breakfast........
den after that........
we went to the library........
ahahaha.........
its damn quiet lor.........
no one there..........
zzzz.......
dne we sat at one corner reading comics..........
hahahah...........
but after that i had to leave him there cos..........
needa go back eat medicine...........
then i went to sleep..........
omg..........
its was a long sleep..............
zzzzzzzz...............
then i went to have a hair cut.........
dun like the cut............
but too bad...........
too late liao.........
btu anyway mien is the female boss of the hair salon help me cut one..........
she super fast la............
cut cut cut...................
den 10mins can liao.........
btu have to wait a long queue sia..........
really long.........
nwo back home.........
bloggign........
guess later on need to go rest........
to optimise my rest time........
then i think eat........
den sleep again i guess.........
dun know..........
see how lor............
Sunday, October 12, 2008
today, sth sad just happen.......
my friend(who i dun intend to reveal his name)'s grandma just passed away........
haiz.......
nowadays, everyone is like anytime can die........
he is quite sad now.....
zzz.........
dunno wat to do..........
tml there would be a team outing........
i guess i would only be able to go for the lunch........
dun really have the feeling to go high at k box...
haiz..........
i guess that things dun really goes well in this society......
everyone dies......
and its liek anytime.
anywhere.....
have to treasure the ppl around us...........
althoguh some may be annoyign.........
but.
kind of think of it...........
they really meant us well..........
hope that everything will be over for him.......
gd luck!
And.....
I am sorry to hear abt the news.....
Thursday, October 9, 2008
The H3 criteria has been out......
a lot of ppl around me wants to take the H3 subjects....
haiz......
i am worried abt whether can pass promo, the rest are thinking abt whether can get A's a not.....
zzzzzz........
sian........
todya when for my gym training......
i didnt do well for today....
i was struggling with veyr little weights already.........
looks like i gotta buck up........
gotta train more........
today very tired.......
yesterday night didnt manage to sleep much......
was supe rtired rushing for wr........
but, finally..........
its over.........
its really over!
Yipee!
really can take a rest liao........
its been a long time since i am able tos leep well throughout the night.......
dun feel like going to sch sia.......
really sick and tired.......
wanna make-up on the rest i need.......
i born to love to sleep........
so i cannot live without sleep.......
zzz........
opportunity cost?
hahaha.......
econs.......
gotta go take soem rest now,.......
nights........
!-!
Friday, October 3, 2008
today..........
was the career seminar..........
its quite boring........zz
dun really like it.........
i slept and in the end gt caught by miss ng.........
haiz.......
but i was really sleeping very soundly.....
haha
but i quite interested in the physiotherapist and the psychologist......
hahaha.........
very interesting.........
:D
then after sch, went to purnima's house to do wr..........
no choice........
cos next week hand up wr liao........
then haven even finish the interview part..........
zzz............
then today have to miss the gym training to go do the pw.........
zzzzzzz............
no choice sia..........
guess i have to do a make up on sunday............
then after that sat bus178 from woodlands all the way to my house......
omg
i slept all the way, just nice until my house..........
XD
dunno why todya so sleepy...........
zzz.........
i gt lots of sleep yesterday...........
but dunno why............
todya finish my wr part then cann so call, finish le........
:P
then can concentrate mor eon training le............
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
today.......
although, its jsut half a day...........
a lot of things have happen.........
gt happy one..........
gt sad one............
happy ones first ba!
today, the bus was like super fast la.......
i arrive to clementi within 5 mins........
whoa.........
then, the bus was liek very very spacious.........
then during training........
derwin commented on me.......
hahaha.......
he seldom comment on me.........
very frequently....
i would have doubt whether my existence is there a not........
cos he doesnt even give any comments to me on my strokes......
cos......
our team is big............
then, its hard for one to focus all his attention on everyone........
so he only focus on a few major ones de.........
hehehe........
if i were him, i would also do this............
too bad.......
i am not one of the major ones..........
i am only the small shrimps.........
so..........
wheneverr get to hear his comments on my strokes.....
i quite happy.........
cos means i can improve............
but today's comments wasn't something to be proud of.....
he shouted: "Eh, James, u doing recreational kayak ar? Very comfortable rite? Still leaning back."
actually, i didnt noticed that.........
but kind of think of it.........
yeap......i was doing that.....and its very very obvious.......
then after hearing, i chiong to try and put in more effort.......
whoa.......
adriel was damn fast.............
i tried and tried to catch up with him........
but his boat was super fast.........
wheneevr, i closed the gap liao........
he open the gap again and its bigger than the last one........
hahaha............
then he doesnt look tired de...........
hahhaa..........
zzz.........
really disppointed with my legs today........<<they are not doing well today.........
i today gt two cramps.........
each on every leg..........
first, when turning the last k of the first set.........
my left one suddenly cramp.........
then ming koon shouted at me, thinking that i wait for everyone to turn then turn........
but i was having leg cramp at that moment..........
luckily it was the last km of the set..........
hahaha........
i know that ming koon's shouting is meant for my own gd........
so i didnt say anything..........
she is a nice senior......
although sometimes a bit fierce.......
but she ok de........
hahaha.......
then after that........
at the end of the second set.......
my right leg started cramp.........
omg.......
its worse than the left one........
super pain sia............
i think long time never do canoeing le.........
then not used to it.........
sam ng also gt it........
then when i heard that hiroki and wei cheng quit.......
i was quite stunned........
i dun know wat to say........
hiroki's quitting of the team was the most shocking.......
cos he doesnt have any signs of quitting......
if he had........
everyone would have persuaded him to not to.........
zzzzzz...........
lost of so many teammates today............
today, gt two ppl have to be praised.........<<<<<<<<<one is sam ng............
the other one is Girl A(i dun know how to spell her name......i am very bad at spelling....its either treshe or soemthing like that de btui nevertheless, use Girl A is the best!)
Girl A was trying her best to run ..........
i can see her trying ahrd..........
everyone was at back encouraging her to continue........
and she didnt stopped permanently........
she did try to run..........
i know its very hard to beat something that u are bad at.........
so able to finish the run , i think, she deserve a complement......
gd one!
then sam ng was having cramps...
but he insisted on continuing the run...........
pei fu, pei fu!
cramps very pain liao.....
he stillc an run quite a long distance........
li hai...........
then when i was at bus 154, on my way home........
there was this guy..........
he sat behind a girl....
the girl is really not bad.....
quite nice looking.....
he rfeatures was very distinct......
he was sitting at the last bench, same as me........
jsut that i was at one corner, and he was at the other,............
then.......
he took out a book,..........
and started reading.......
then after that, i then noticed taht he was even reading..........
he was looking at the girl........
cos his book was upside down de........
how to read>?hahahahaha
zzzzzzz..........
lol...........
today, only half a day nia........
then gt so many things liao.........
hahaha.........
zzzzzzz...............
later very sian,..........
still need to go to dinner with my big uncle........
lol........
i dun really know him anw.........
he just came back from shanghai for a few days to do some personal stuff........
then have to go dinner with them.........
zz........
tired sia............
List of "Wants" to buy.
A New player......
A cap........
A watch.......
still updating........
