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Jimmy Ng
125 yrs old
Scorpio
Studying in PJC (happy with my choice:D)
Likes: Sleeping, Eating Good Food, Money($_$)
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*-means i gotten it liao.:D
Belt (during the dec hols)
U-neck T-shirt (after A'levels)
Sports Shoes(dun know when yet...see when gt money)
Watch(dun know when yet...see when gt money)
New Cap(dun know where my favourite one went to...it got lost)
Pencil Box(dun know when yet...see when gt money)
*Ear Piece(by this june or july)
Shoebag(by august)
*New goggles(by august)
Gym Gloves(by september?dun know also)
*New Specs(dun know when yet...see when gt money)
Cube Mp3 Player(black colour de)(dun know when yet...see when gt money)
Ankle Weights(dun know when yet...see when gt money)
Revamp My closet :D (after A'levels)
MONEY (lots of it!)
HAve my own dream apartment
Good Grades
Lastly,
HAve a good body shape
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Today...
its really the worst day of my life......
i have made a very tough decision
till now, i still regretting.......
confused.......
eevrything jsut happens so fast......
at 3.54pm, i am officially out of pjc canoeing team...
i am now a CCA-less person...
i really sad.......
now, only sam ng know about this.
soon, everyone would know about this too.....
i dun know wat their reaction might be.......
shocked?stunned?
i am also appalled by my own actions...
but since, i have already decided
i cant go back now.
cant go back to the team anymore...
its too late to go back.......
reasons why i quit.....
cos i really dun wanna be a two times loser....
i dun wan to be suck in both canoeing and studies...
i know that, the rest of the team are able to go for more trainings than i can....
so, there's not much time for me to catch up with the rest....
i dunn wan to be jsut filling up the lanes
i want to realy win sth
but i know its impossible...for me...
cos i am jsut a small prawn.....
if u wan me to jsut go up and fill the lanes, i would rathe rnot stay in canoeing......
i know where is my standard....
its time i wake up to the reality......
THIS IS REALITY!
plus, SPA is coming very soon.....
and i am very worried about my exams.....
cos if my canoeing skills sux
then i dun wan my studies to go down also
so......
i took my parents advice........
to get out of canoeing and jsut continue on my studies.......
i know that its only two more months till graduation......
i know that its a waste......
i know that my testimonial would look very ugly...
i know that no teachers would want to help me write my testimonial.....
(i used to at least might have one(MR.Ang)----now, no more already.....)
i dun even think he can /would want to help me write.....
but i really dun wan to be bad in both........
now, by name, i am just a ex-canoeist......
i now super sad.......
really super sad.........
i know that a lot of things gonna changed......
later at night, after training.........
everyone will know soon.........
i know that i going to lose quite a number of friends....
i would only be labelled as ex-canoeist...
but wat can i do>?
i had neve rthoguth that i would be in this situation before.
but now, i am in this situation.
did i chose the right path?
i dun know....
i really dun know.......
i am now confused.....
advice?
