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Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Wrote on 9:59 PM:D
This month hasn't really been a successful month for me...
there have been more downs than ups for me...
I am now squeezing out of my so little time left for today to blog this post.
just now, while going back home, me and sam ng saw XY.
She was alone and the school has no one left le, only me, sam ng and the security guards....
plus she live at pasir ris leh
siao one
so late then go home...
she left the sch at the same time with me and sam ng which is around near 8pm
but honestly, kind of think of it.
she is quite brave
to be daring enough to go home alone from sch at such a late night
plus the sch by then had already had its lights off already.( and i mean it, almost all lights are off, the canteen is dark like hell)
and she had made me decided one thing
i think i will be nicer to her
cos kind of feeling guilty..
i really sympathise her.
although she sometimes looks clueless, and doesnt really pay much attention to what u are talking, and the way she speaks is super whinny and soft and draggy. but she is nice to others... that's one of her gd points? I guess so.
But honestly, she need to do something about her neatness, she really looks horrible with her hair dangling everywhere.

tmr, its econs test.
gotta study later.
this week i will most likely be missing two trainings(and plus both is water.-.-zzz)
the first one is tmr, cos my parents are damn angry with me, for coming home so late,plus last year, my results weren't that good although i did managed to get promoted.they are really worried about my studies.all this while, they have been trying to be supportive, but in a way, also wants to discourage me from continuing canoeing.cos jc is just two years. and after that, its u know what. so... they dun wan me to end up with nothing gd...no cert, no nothing, no achievements.
the second one, is because my swimming lesson had been changed to sat 8 am for this week. then i no choice...
sian.......
nowadays, i had been quite a real disappointment. in both studies and also fitness...
dun know why, but i just feel that i didnt do well enough, but everytime i try to do more, they just wont work.
maybe nick was right, he was saying that i had really screwed myself up by putting so many things for myself to do. cip, swimming lesson... kind of think of it, i had really made myself super busy with theses stuff...but what can i do now? i cant jsut quit, i have to continue it. and i just have to bear with it throughout.
I enjoy the life in class, i really do. cos can really suan ppl here and there,and also at the same time be suaned by others.and our class is more of a cheena and ang moh mixed kind of class, kind of a singaporean type,very singaporean.
ahahaha
i have made a promise to soemone, and i will make sure i fulfil the promise that i made...
boring post>?
hahaha
that's my life...
no choice.
its just as common as any other students...